God Is So Good...

I went to a worship service last night.  I have been struggling with my journey with the Father and decided to connect with him through worship.  I love him SO much but I’m caught at a wall; how do I know when I have truly given my entire body and soul to God?  How am I going to get to that point?  Is God going to give me a sign?
Worship last night was absolutely amazing!  I feel that I can completely give my full attention and love to God through song.  People were dancing around with flags and material, waving in the air and dancing throughout the room.  I could feel that everyone in that room was so in love with God and it was so inspiring!  After worship, it was time to pray for one another.  My sister sat beside me and prayed for me… and prayed… and prayed.  And I cried, and cried and cried…  The power of prayer is so intense.  I felt the holy spirit come into my body and calm my spirit. It was like my worries and fears were stripped away and I just felt love.  Then a few more ladies that saw me struggling came to me and prayed for my strength and courage. And I cried more, and felt the presence of the Father even more.  It was the most intense moment I have had with the Lord.  I got home last night feeling overwhelmed and tired, which was a little discouraging but I knew that things were different after that moment.  I am not worrying about tomorrow anymore, because the Lord will take care of me.  God is so good to us.  I am so thankful that he is merciful and so forgiving.  It’s hard when you get on the faith train and feel so amazing and so connected with the Lord, and it can be so easily stripped away from you.   Life with God isn’t going to be easy, but it’s going to be so amazing. 
For everyone who is reading this:  Father, I pray for our safety and strength.  I pray that you shower your love over us and make the light of the Lord shine so brightly in us.  I pray that you are present in this blog so that we can continue to communicate through you, about you and most importantly, FOR YOU. 
- Chelsey H